Probably most of people haven't even heard about C++. It's a programming language. And it's learn in schools. Or at leat at my school, at my profile...
Well it's not that much to say. It's just driving me crazy.
C++
Probably most of people haven't even heard about C++. It's a programming language. And it's learn in schools. Or at leat at my school, at my profile...
Well it's not that much to say. It's just driving me crazy.
L.O.V.E.
What's love?
Well, love is just like him. It's funny and serious. It's playing games and saying the most stupid things. It’s always unpredictible. It’s always smiling and trying to be simple. It’s always searching for a reason. It’s so good, but sometimes you really hate it and give up on trying to understand it.
Yep, love is just like him.
Call your name
There's gotta be a better way for me to say
What's on my heart without leaving scars...
Well it's hard. So hard that I can't even open my mouth. And if I do, then I'll never say the truth. Just pretty lies. I'm getting good at.
Sometimes
. . . At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes - all you need is one.
I need it
When i saw him i thought that every step we are making gets us farther from each other. And every step on that empty street told me to turn back and to jump into his arms, aldo it wouldn’t change a thing. In fact, I don’t really know him, but in that particullary moment he was just like a sunshine in a rainy day.
But i guess that's not a rainy day.. It's just a very cold one. And my heart is getting colder too. And i don't know what i'm suppose to know. And i don't know why the things are falling apart. And why that damn prince charming is not coming to tell me that everything is going to be ok when i know that's such a big lie. And why... why...???
Playing like the wind
up and down, further and further. hurt, in love and disappointed. playful, bored, nothing left to say. talking and talking again. listening to the slowly music i never get bored. happy, sad, mad and smiling. day by day. week by week. just walking, just thinking. watching at my feet. meeting new people and joking around. feeling empty inside, then feeling overwhelmed. walking. i'm lost then i'm found. i'm running then i stand. left. right. up. down. further and further, again and again...
Breakdown
We all have bad and really bad days... I think those short diary pages should stay here. Just for me.
19.10.2010
Cry me a river.. feeling like i'm going to fall down, to love every single part of me. Nothing seems to make sens anymore. Lost inside, in my deep lost soul, i don't know anything anymore and i don't even care that much about this now. Not anymore... and really, why all these things are changing so fast, so bad? But i don't even care. It's just a question that will keep my mind occupied for a few minutes in order not to fall asleep.
May i cry on your shoulder? And can you tell me that you will be here foreverr, even that's such a big lie? May i tell you "thank you" and then smile? And may i close my eyes and think how lucky i am to be with you?
21.10.2010
I wanna live in a fairytale... Every day, every second, every single moment.
Have you ever seen fresh tears on somebody else's face? 'Cuz i did. I actually heard the sound of lonelyness. It's so sad when you see somebody you love falling so bad.
24.10.2010
The hardest thing today was to smile ever i wanted to burst in tears for 1000 times...
Now i wanna cry. with all the tears that never showed up. For all the times i was mad, sad, happy or just strong enough. For all the times that i was alone in so many crowded places. For all the dreams that will never come true.
28.10.2010
I've figured out that i don't wanna give up. it's a mather of thinking. I love a battle only when i give up; and i really don't want to lose anything. I just want to be happy of every single thing i win. I don't rush up: it's still time to reach everything i want to reach.
S, do you know? Not everything make sens. You shouldn't try so hard to get an unseful expliation when you don't really need it.
02.11.2010
I feel so bad and so alone. I want all this thing to get over. I cry; yeah, again. I hope; maybe something good could happen for me. I don't know; i just wanna cry all night. It hurts, it really hurts.
and you know.. in these hard times i think about you. And it hurts me even more.
03.11.2010
It's getting harder and harder. My heard is gonna explode some day and i think it won't pass much 'til then. Because i don't know... What to say or what to do. Why i am here or why i can't burst in tears when i have a million reason to. Where to run or where to stand and stare...
'Cuz i'm running on a broken avenue with tears in my eyes; over and over again.
I just break down. I fall and i don't wanna rise up again. Because i don't know id there is somebody that cares about me.
Cry me a river.. feeling like i'm going to fall down, to love every single part of me. Nothing seems to make sens anymore. Lost inside, in my deep lost soul, i don't know anything anymore and i don't even care that much about this now. Not anymore... and really, why all these things are changing so fast, so bad? But i don't even care. It's just a question that will keep my mind occupied for a few minutes in order not to fall asleep.
May i cry on your shoulder? And can you tell me that you will be here foreverr, even that's such a big lie? May i tell you "thank you" and then smile? And may i close my eyes and think how lucky i am to be with you?
21.10.2010
I wanna live in a fairytale... Every day, every second, every single moment.
Have you ever seen fresh tears on somebody else's face? 'Cuz i did. I actually heard the sound of lonelyness. It's so sad when you see somebody you love falling so bad.
24.10.2010
The hardest thing today was to smile ever i wanted to burst in tears for 1000 times...
Now i wanna cry. with all the tears that never showed up. For all the times i was mad, sad, happy or just strong enough. For all the times that i was alone in so many crowded places. For all the dreams that will never come true.
28.10.2010
I've figured out that i don't wanna give up. it's a mather of thinking. I love a battle only when i give up; and i really don't want to lose anything. I just want to be happy of every single thing i win. I don't rush up: it's still time to reach everything i want to reach.
S, do you know? Not everything make sens. You shouldn't try so hard to get an unseful expliation when you don't really need it.
02.11.2010
I feel so bad and so alone. I want all this thing to get over. I cry; yeah, again. I hope; maybe something good could happen for me. I don't know; i just wanna cry all night. It hurts, it really hurts.
and you know.. in these hard times i think about you. And it hurts me even more.
03.11.2010
It's getting harder and harder. My heard is gonna explode some day and i think it won't pass much 'til then. Because i don't know... What to say or what to do. Why i am here or why i can't burst in tears when i have a million reason to. Where to run or where to stand and stare...
'Cuz i'm running on a broken avenue with tears in my eyes; over and over again.
I just break down. I fall and i don't wanna rise up again. Because i don't know id there is somebody that cares about me.
Those hi5 good-byes
The typical conversation starts very well. He smiles, I smile. Then we have fun together. I can tell the most stupid thing then I still feel good. I don’t blush. He looks into my eyes and gives me hope…
So what’s up with those hi5 good-byes?
"Forgotten pieces of life"
That's the way I will tag the posts I think that worth be restored from my old blog.
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