19.10.2010
Cry me a river.. feeling like i'm going to fall down, to love every single part of me. Nothing seems to make sens anymore. Lost inside, in my deep lost soul, i don't know anything anymore and i don't even care that much about this now. Not anymore... and really, why all these things are changing so fast, so bad? But i don't even care. It's just a question that will keep my mind occupied for a few minutes in order not to fall asleep.
May i cry on your shoulder? And can you tell me that you will be here foreverr, even that's such a big lie? May i tell you "thank you" and then smile? And may i close my eyes and think how lucky i am to be with you?
21.10.2010
I wanna live in a fairytale... Every day, every second, every single moment.
Have you ever seen fresh tears on somebody else's face? 'Cuz i did. I actually heard the sound of lonelyness. It's so sad when you see somebody you love falling so bad.
24.10.2010
The hardest thing today was to smile ever i wanted to burst in tears for 1000 times...
Now i wanna cry. with all the tears that never showed up. For all the times i was mad, sad, happy or just strong enough. For all the times that i was alone in so many crowded places. For all the dreams that will never come true.
28.10.2010
I've figured out that i don't wanna give up. it's a mather of thinking. I love a battle only when i give up; and i really don't want to lose anything. I just want to be happy of every single thing i win. I don't rush up: it's still time to reach everything i want to reach.
S, do you know? Not everything make sens. You shouldn't try so hard to get an unseful expliation when you don't really need it.
02.11.2010
I feel so bad and so alone. I want all this thing to get over. I cry; yeah, again. I hope; maybe something good could happen for me. I don't know; i just wanna cry all night. It hurts, it really hurts.
and you know.. in these hard times i think about you. And it hurts me even more.
03.11.2010
It's getting harder and harder. My heard is gonna explode some day and i think it won't pass much 'til then. Because i don't know... What to say or what to do. Why i am here or why i can't burst in tears when i have a million reason to. Where to run or where to stand and stare...
'Cuz i'm running on a broken avenue with tears in my eyes; over and over again.
I just break down. I fall and i don't wanna rise up again. Because i don't know id there is somebody that cares about me.
Cry me a river.. feeling like i'm going to fall down, to love every single part of me. Nothing seems to make sens anymore. Lost inside, in my deep lost soul, i don't know anything anymore and i don't even care that much about this now. Not anymore... and really, why all these things are changing so fast, so bad? But i don't even care. It's just a question that will keep my mind occupied for a few minutes in order not to fall asleep.
May i cry on your shoulder? And can you tell me that you will be here foreverr, even that's such a big lie? May i tell you "thank you" and then smile? And may i close my eyes and think how lucky i am to be with you?
21.10.2010
I wanna live in a fairytale... Every day, every second, every single moment.
Have you ever seen fresh tears on somebody else's face? 'Cuz i did. I actually heard the sound of lonelyness. It's so sad when you see somebody you love falling so bad.
24.10.2010
The hardest thing today was to smile ever i wanted to burst in tears for 1000 times...
Now i wanna cry. with all the tears that never showed up. For all the times i was mad, sad, happy or just strong enough. For all the times that i was alone in so many crowded places. For all the dreams that will never come true.
28.10.2010
I've figured out that i don't wanna give up. it's a mather of thinking. I love a battle only when i give up; and i really don't want to lose anything. I just want to be happy of every single thing i win. I don't rush up: it's still time to reach everything i want to reach.
S, do you know? Not everything make sens. You shouldn't try so hard to get an unseful expliation when you don't really need it.
02.11.2010
I feel so bad and so alone. I want all this thing to get over. I cry; yeah, again. I hope; maybe something good could happen for me. I don't know; i just wanna cry all night. It hurts, it really hurts.
and you know.. in these hard times i think about you. And it hurts me even more.
03.11.2010
It's getting harder and harder. My heard is gonna explode some day and i think it won't pass much 'til then. Because i don't know... What to say or what to do. Why i am here or why i can't burst in tears when i have a million reason to. Where to run or where to stand and stare...
'Cuz i'm running on a broken avenue with tears in my eyes; over and over again.
I just break down. I fall and i don't wanna rise up again. Because i don't know id there is somebody that cares about me.
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